5/9/18 -- 3:00 PM
What am I even doing here?
I can't shake the feeling that all of this is wrong, that I don't deserve this
job, I'm not good enough, I won't be hired. This will all have just been a waste
of time and energy.
But maybe it won't. Maybe it will go incredibly well. Maybe I'll get the job.
Maybe this is _exactly_ what I've been needing.
I'm very excited for the opportunity, at the very least.
Everyone else is very excited about this after I tell them. What do they see in
me that I don't? Can't?
Everybody is always saying such positive things about my abilities.
I never know what they're talking about.
Those flights were short, but I've been on my way to Baltimore for seven hours.
Planes are the most efficient inefficient forms of travel I've ever witnessed.
I have no idea how to prepare for these interviews and at this point I don't
think that there's anything else that I can do to make it go any better.
We'll see, I guess. It's all up to me now.
Maybe this time I'll be trustworthy.
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